I am

I don't want to be the good guy anymore.
I don't want to be the guy picking up your tears, picking up your broken dreams.
I don't want to be the friend who says "I love you" and not the boyfriend.
I don't want to be your shoulder to cry on,
I want to be the shoulder to lean on.
I want to be the guy holding your hand, brushing your hair, making you smile, making it worth all the while.
I want to be the guy you want.
Its funny what I want to be, is nothing what you want.
Day after day, I put aside my wants, to just see that smile.
What kills me on the inside is knowing how I feel and knowing that you don't.
But its okay, I am what ever you need.
I am the friend, who never leaves.
I am me.